Showing posts with label stress. Show all posts
Showing posts with label stress. Show all posts

Monday, March 30, 2009

UGH.


Currently, i'm trying to get all my assignments done and turned in on time. I won't lie, it's starting  to get to me. Sometimes i wonder how people are fucking around partying and sleeping all day and night, but still manage to get decent grades. i guess it depends on your major and how dedicated you are. I am a pretty dedicated person when it comes to my grades. I have a phobia of failing. I may not show it, but I am really terrified of failing. Not like I haven't failed things before, but it just really bothers me when my assignments aren't top notch. 


And since my major is biology, I have to do a lot more than people in some of the other programs. I am also a chemistry minor, and it annoys me that I never have a day that I don't have any homework to do. That's really not a problem. I just get tired of staying up until 4am or later studying for some big exam or writing papers or doing math homework. Its hard to do other priorities. I have to find a job or internship in case the one I applied for doesn't work out. i need to save some more money in my account also. I have to worry about a lot of crap. Scholarship applications, too.

I don't like to complain about stuff, but quite frankly, I am stressed. I'm a Pre-Med student, so my grades have to be FLAWLESS. I can't fail anything, and i can barely afford any C's. Its a lot of pressure, but i suppose in the end it will all be worth it.

I just finished some English Homework, and I am about to finish up some math homework...at 3:30 in the morning. I just can't wait until the weekend when I can catch up on sleep. But pray for me, I'll definitely need it. =]



And also, I dissected an earthworm today. It was kinda cool, I can't wait to get to the pig fetuses. =]