Thursday, July 16, 2009

just to write something

Nothing has really been going on lately.



I'm currently taking an online summer class. Introduction to Sociology. Its a really easy class, so I just do all the assignments as soon as they're posted and get them over with.

Hm...what else.

Still looking for work, got two offers but they don't meet my standards. I applied to the Walter's Art Museum and the Great Blacks in Wax Museum downtown. Both offered me 'volunteer' positions....meaning that I will not get paid...and you know, I really don't see the point in working right now if they aren't paying me...might as well have gone back to GBMC. So i've applied to other places, and I'm sure that someone will respond.


Other things...

I've lost two family members in the past month, gone to one wedding, one baby born. So, being a part of a very appreciate and festive culture, i've been pretty busy. I've watched more kids than most people willl ever talk to in a lifetime. Put babies to sleep, feed them, change their diapers. The toddlers require the most attention, because kids that have recently learned to walk love to explore. they to run around and touch things. The kids that are older, are the easiest. Put them in front of a TV, give them a game, some snacks, and juice...tell them if they behave they get rewarded...they'll leave you alone. Maybe one day I'll open a daycare, of course, i won't be working in it. =]


No purpose to this blog, really.


I have plans in my future to accomplish a lot of things. Even if my parents don't agree with my career path, it just lets me know that I can't afford to make any mistakes...so they can't say "I told you so." As long as i'm successful, they have nothing to worry about...



I guess advice..my advice...


Always have someone to talk to. Don't keep things pressurized inside of you, it makes you crazy. Take it from me.


Buh-bye.

Monday, July 13, 2009

bliss.

don't judge me.

you don't know what i'm thinking.
you don't know what i've seen.
you didn't know me when i was born, or even now...
and surely nothing in between.
you don't know what i've done
nor do you know what i have said;
you won't know me today, tomorrow,
and you won't know me when i'm dead.

you don't know what i'm not thinking.
you don't know what i haven't seen.
you still didn't know me when i was born, or even now...
and definitely nothing in between.
you don't know what i haven't done
nor do you know what i haven't said;
you won't know me today...or tomorrow
and surely not when i'm dead..

but with patience...

i might share what i'm thinking
and the things i have seen
i'll tell you when i was born
and everything in between.
i'll let you know what i have, and have not done
and what i may or may not have said.
meet me today, and know me tomorrow...
and love me when i'm dead.